eh ok

comment to be added, less inclined to add if u don't. just simple courtesy :)

cool news. after a disastrous (well it felt like it, anyway) spring semester, i decided not to take the summer semester. it's the first time since i graduated high school i've had a free summer break.

sort of. as ive been employed for the last 6 months now, hurrah! unfortunately, full availability at my work means "well only if we have the hours" so i am not changing my off days.

i've been cooling off a bit and taking care of my 2 year old dog of 6 months. we got him after the first week of employment which was pretty neat. he's turning 3 in 4 days. there's a sense of stability in the household since getting him, but man is he a pain in the ass ball of fluff.

i didn't get the job, hoping they hire closer to holidays

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crap.

sry, i haven't been here in like forever. i don't know what to do right now. i'm afraid i've got extreme anxiety all over again. :(

all i want right now is a break from university and maybe an office job.

everything needs tidying up and im sitting here being useless.

so i hung out with my friend yesterday. went to starbucks, talked about misfits, school, etc. and wasted rest of the time playing super mario on her wii. she got me a neat hot chocolate pack thing and this light angel figurine. nice time.

i finally sucked it up and checked my grades. i genuinely thought i was going to fail 2 of my classes, but i ended up getting B's on them. solid grades, i'll take 'em, especially after my expectations! plus, all my teams won yesterday too. can't wait for world juniors on boxing day! it was a great xmas eve eve!

i may or may not spend today making ginger bread houses. hope my f-list has a happy merry christmas! <3

i've done pretty much 3/4 of my xmas shopping. xmas is a week away and i still haven't been feeling very festive. if anything, i feel more trapped in the commercialism of it all. i don't even know what i want for xmas this year, and i don't really care either. i don't know, every year i get more and more indifferent about it. doesn't help that the weather's been looking meh. maybe some snow will help? but we'll probably get more rain than anything.

i've devised a plan to not make my holidays not suck. i will not check my exam marks or anything related to school until maybe after new years, where i may or may not panic. but that's the beauty of it, i won't stress myself out by being ignorant. i'm ignoring the fact the only school-related thing that i did to before xmas shopping was send my student loans agreement thing, but that was important.

hopefully my f-list is feeling more festive than i!

oh lawd it's friday.

this weekend is going to be the death of me with all the studying i'm going to have to do. and i haven't had sleep yet, it's brill. coffee-fueled for the rest of the day then. go willpower for no sleep, one two go!

i've only recently found out that jakeypoo pants is dating whiny swift, what is this bs. anyway, hope you are all well.

so i'm finally done my first year. i've taken my final yesterday and i think i've done- no, i probably shouldn't say anything out of fear i will jinx my results.

i'm coming into my second year, lose some brain cells before september rolls around?

i came across i am neurotic, and looking through i realized i haven't really thought about any quirks i have. but i do and i'm weirdly embarrassed to admit them:

- every time i touch my face, i have to push back my glasses at least twice even though i don't have to.

- when i'm trying really hard to remember something i jump up and down and do jumping jacks, that is in the privacy of my own home, until i can remember it.

- when i think of my own or second-hand embarrassing moments, i murmur "i love you" or some previous crushes' name multiple times until i think i can forget about it.

- whenever i'm approaching the crosswalk with the little man still on, i have to stop. i always wait for the little man to turn to the red hand, wait for the green stoplight to turn red again, and then when i know it turns to the little man that's when i walk because somehow i feel it's a clear affirmation that i can in fact cross the street without fear of getting hit by a car unexpectedly.

- when i don't rip a page from my notebook cleanly, i roll it up into a ball, unroll it, and doodle on it until it's filled so i don't feel like i've "wasted" it.

- i absolutely hate it when i write some really long sentence and the last word has to be on a new line, so i cross off a part of the sentence, write it out smaller to make room for the last word.

- when i want my brain to get rid of something i don't want to think about, like NSFL material, i say purple spotted dinosaurs, but i picture purple dinosaurs with pink spots.

i realized that's exhaustive, i hope i'm not that weird.

okay, so i got back from seeing inception. i'm not gonna go spoil ya, but i'll say that it's pretty friggen good. it gets pretty intense right away and was sort of confusing at the beginning, but it does explain between parts so everything comes into a full circle. it goes into a total epic climax for quite a long time where the climax just keeps building and building, and then bam it goes to a suggestive, open-to-interpretation ending. considering the plot, i liked how it didn't have a definite ending, but that's me. my friend felt ripped off by leaving us hanging, but she thought it was really good too.

in conclusion, there's lot of action and intense build-up, it lived up to the hype tbh. i felt overwhelmed after watching it and i had high expectations going in. the movie of the summer worth seeing, 5 stars.

uhm, okay maybe the ending part may be spoiler-ish?

i have things to say for most of my canadian peeps. FOOTBALL IS NOT LIKE WATCHING PAINT DRY THX. i still like hockey though. watching the world cup makes the wait less painful.

and those vuvuzelas are MUSIC to my ears! how dare they try to ban it.

GO ENGLAND&SPAIN&GERMANY

celebrating france loss right now